About

The whole idea of this site is —- nothing in particular, aside from expressing a story that has lasted for around 40 years – a story of my heart and my soul.

For the most part, I am a shy and introverted 50-something man – who despite winding his way through a number of rewarding relationships in his life, has been held back by feelings for just one woman in his life.

I’m not here to create a sob story about lost love. I’m not here to become any kind of internet celebrity or to go viral.

I’m just at a space and time in my life where I need to express a love that before now very few people have known about or understood.

In fairness, I don’t understand it either – but after so many years, I need to get things out of the dark places in my heart, and into the sunlight.

Names will be protected.

I will call myself Andrew, and she shall be known as Maddie.

Come along for the ride – you will laugh, you will cry, and you will smile – because that’s what it does to me, and I just need to share it.